I am not normal. But noone is. The problem is that we are so lost in the world of TV and movies that we forget that every single one of us is an individual. We do not all behave the same way, we do not all work it out and there are no happy endings. Because life doesn't end after a scene. life keeps going and from the happy ending, it turns into a horror scene and so on. It just keeps going.
But or society is trying to make us fit into that kind of molds. Get a boyfriend in high school/college, get married by 25, have kids by 30, have a good job, have a house, kick your kids out of the house and die. And if you don't want that, or have that you are a freak. Well, I am a freak. I think I am one of the biggest freaks out there because not only that I don't want that, I think it's insane. No wonder people hate each other.
I just want to be happy. I have been saying this for almost 20 years now. I don't need money or stuff or envy...I just want to be happy. I want to look around and see happy people. I want to witness small acts of kindness everyday. I want people to be nice to each other. To care for each other and for nature and animals around them. I want people to stop and think and chose the right way. And for this reason, I am as fucked up as I can be because I will never get that.
I will see the destruction of the humankind in front of my eyes, everyday hate and misery and I will be sitting there, with my hands tied slowly going mad.
