you have been gone for so long...I need a doctor...
I dont know. I cannot decide what to do. Should I sit and wait for things to get better and if they dont just quit....or shall I put a lot of efford in it, pretend and play my role and probably achieve nothing at all at the end? I am not sure. Dont know which way would be better. But I guess I will swallow my pride. I will and I will lie and pretend everything is magnificent. And if that will not be enough and help, than it probably is not worth it.
My days become long and hectic. I am chasing myself around but I am happy, because finally after a long time I feel like I am doing something. It is actually nice to know what is up and when you talk to people show off that you know something.
And that old men in coffee shop are hitting on you and girls from Brasil appreciate you better.
I have to cover my marine thingy:) Hopefully soon!
I dont know. I cannot decide what to do. Should I sit and wait for things to get better and if they dont just quit....or shall I put a lot of efford in it, pretend and play my role and probably achieve nothing at all at the end? I am not sure. Dont know which way would be better. But I guess I will swallow my pride. I will and I will lie and pretend everything is magnificent. And if that will not be enough and help, than it probably is not worth it.
My days become long and hectic. I am chasing myself around but I am happy, because finally after a long time I feel like I am doing something. It is actually nice to know what is up and when you talk to people show off that you know something.
And that old men in coffee shop are hitting on you and girls from Brasil appreciate you better.
I have to cover my marine thingy:) Hopefully soon!
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